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Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside and mess you up. You build all these defenses, you builde up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no diffrent from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did somethind dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you and then your life isn't your own anymore, Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in he darkness, so simple a phrase like "maybe we should be just friends" turns int a glass splinter workng its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. it's a soul-hurt, a real gets inside you and rips you apart pain. I hate love - NEIL GAIMAN