Never▲know▲

▲ you will never know your limits unless you push yourself to them.

I am alone. Alone here and alone in the world. Alone in my heart and alone in my mind. Alone eveywhere, all the time, for as long as I can remebmer. Alone with my family, alone with my friends, alone in a room full of people. Alone when I wake,alone through each awful day, alone when I finally meet the blackness. I am alone in my horror. Alone in my horror. I don't want to be alone. I have never wanted to be alone. I fucking hate it. I hate that I have no one to talk to, I hate that i have no one to call, I hate that I have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be all right. I hate that I have no one to share my hopes and my dreams with, I hate that I no longer have any hopes or dreams, I hate that i have no one to tell me to hold on, that i can find them again. I hate that when I scream, and I scream bloody murder, that I am screaming into emptiness. perf bby